Why do some people always know who they are and where they are going? What id the secret? And do I really want it?
It seems I have struggle with one identity crisis or another most of my life. My conundrum is, is it a curse or a blessing?
When it feels like a curse I want to blame whatever is at hand; physiology, fate, the world, the universe. But when it is a blessing, an opportunity, I am truly grateful to the Creator for my next adventure.
Problem is most identity crises feel like a curse at the begining and only later can I see the blessing, the magnificent opportunities, that I have been gifted.
Yes I have a point here. My prodigym Voice to Spirit, seems to have inherited my penchant for identity crises.
My original intent was to offer a blog that followed my journey as I explored my roll as a Sound Healing Facilitator as well as what is unfolding in the larger arena as Sound and Vibrational Healing move into the Mainstream of our culture.
However, I keep running into issues that I want to address that do not neatly fit into this niche. Like the ordinary/extraordinary riches that are offered ones Spirit noted in the previous blog or my gift of consulting with Shaune Clarke.
Yes, this is probably more of an issue for me than for you. You see my original limitation was Spirit as in the Divine, God, Creator. But spirit according to Webster can just as well reference a mood, vigor and courage, dominant tendencies, vigorous sense of membership, true meaning of intent...and don't those definition speak to the "larger" Spirit as well? Now I don’t anticipate including other definitions or that I’ll wander off into regaling you with alcoholic meanderings, since I tend to get migraines form most of its forms. However, I am “loosening” my restrictions on my definitions for Spirit, in hopes that I will be freed from my own censorship of what I can include in this Blog.
A very wise woman once advised me that when we censor parts of ourselves, that censorship tends to bleed over into other aspects of our intrinsic being. Will freeing myself in this manner free up my energies to better pursue my original intentions? I know I've felt stifled and unsure about sharing my adventures this spring. And I have met so many interesting, knowledgeable, wonderful, empowered people. And the experiences! There is so much more that I am still digesting from the World Sound Healing Conference and my latest, the HealthRhythms Facilitator Training sponsered by Remo Drums. I trust that more of those adventures will be forthcoming.
As I ponder, take care of your self.
Blessings
KiP
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